My biggest problem is myself.
I guess I'm just too much of a realist to be...
It's hard acting braver than i actually am.
When my Dad asks me if my teeth hurt i just respond “no they’re fine”, when really this is one of the most painful things i am going through. my gums are constantly throbbing and my stitches feel like they’re ripping apart. But my Dad always gets over-worried when i get sick/injured. Fair enough, seeming when i was 5 years old and battling for my life with sever anemia the...
My Nan and Pop juts came over and visited me, they bought me flowers too. It was so sweet of them i almost cried. I looked terrible and could hardly speak but they didn’t care, they just wanted to see that i was ok. They are possibly the two most lovely people i will ever know.
On a positive note: I GOT INTO UNI! woohooo!!! finally i’m doing something productive towards my life and my future is all planned On a negative note: My teeth hurt. My gums and stitches have been throbbing, mother duck said that it could mean they’re infected. nooooo. Now i have to wash my mouth out with salty water (eww) 328476384 times a day :(
surgery today. By 3pm today i will be 4x less wise. Why are the actually called ‘wisdom’ teeth anyway?
there are four things i want right now. and all of them are very, very unobtainable.